I feel so hurt i can't even cry.
I've never felt more alone than now.
Ridden with anger, guilt and sorrow.
Nothing is going right.
Nothing.
All my schemas are like rushing out,
like water escaping from a broken dam.
Just when i needed you the most you chose your pride over me..
Hurts so bad i can't even breathe..
I don't feel like dealing with all of this.
I need to go to bed and
have a good talk with God.

I've never felt so messed up before.
I can get through this.
I can and I will.